I have removed a few people From my Yahoo and msn contacts that i would consider "Sluts" lol

Currently, as said before, only a few people...But this might increase as the days go by. Why am i removing these people? because they are a HUGE negative impact on my life, and think of nothing BUT sex with others.

Ace- Sorry for removing you, but hearing you talk about sex this sex that, and asking about my sex life. Then asking me to ask other people if they would have sex with you isnt exactly what i want to hear.

Eidy- Sorry to, not really, But your a HUGE slut, you said ruckus didnt love me, yeah, very true, gratz you were right. Your whole mission for moving according to your messages was to have sex with him as much as possible, dont wanna hear about it anymore. Hope you catch something from either him or a dog that you guys love beastilityy so much, just as i almost did from my ex. The way you treat your Mate is horrible, to know that you would dump him for someone else is a horrible thought lol. Againt, good bye.

Why am i posting this? cause i can. More are most likely to come, will see as the days go by.

If you feel that this is untrue, your more then welcome to send me a mail or something saying so


Cheers

Got the template finished, by Jesskitt.

All thats left is to wait for my mate to give me a hand with the duck tape dummy, then get my measurements and order the actual fursuit. ^^


~Cheers

Well, Today i came home, cold as usual because this is the bitter winter and New England, and i saw a large box.

I was all excited becase it had my name on it, so i brought into the house and opened it up to see what this gift was.

Turns out it was a VERY VERY VERY warm, thick, soft, and large blanket. The total weight of it is about 12lbs or more. I actually took a small nap with it because i was feeling tired and it was like sleeping in Heaven. Finally something to keep me warm at night.

This gift was bought for me from my mate, hehe...Love you for that <3 *kisses* Thank you very very much, and no i didnt hear any meowing in the box =D

Lol, have a extreme Head cold, for the past..3 days now. It sucks, the only good thing out of it is no class, and i get to sleep all day long.

Ruckus got me OJ..Sucerts..and Theraflu, to make it go away (thanks for that).

Currently, Saving up for fursuit =D, should have it soon actually, and im also doing Valentines Day gifts, =3.

This post is boring, but when your stuck at home with nothing to do, you do boring things =D.

Message to ruckus-

Well, i guess this is it..Erf..

We had a good relationship at start...it was fun..made me the happiest person alive..and you can ask my friends that. After furfright..it all went down hill...I didnt like how you treated me..but i didnt say anything..because i cared to much about you to lose you before i didnt like something. Ill tell you right now, yes, i cried every single night in my bed because of how it was.

When we met, you made me promise to not give up on you and dump you when you did something wrong, and i didnt. You promised me that a closed relationship would work fine, and everything would be ok. And it made me sooo happy to know it. But then you changed..it got worst and worst, after everything i did..i treated you all the time for food..i inculuded you on important events..

I trusted you with my personal things, and you trusted me with your very personal things that im sure im the only one who knows about them..And i respect that, all of it..i kept it all a secret and i still do from the world.

You didnt want a closed relationship anymore, you wanted to play with your friends..yes..this hurt me SO muc because you made a promise..and you got mad at me because i was sad about it..very mad..and thats unfair..I didnt want to do a open relationship...but i was willing to try it..because its what you wanted, because  i knew it would make you happy...But then..on my birthday..you tell me you can't handle much more..then soon after..you end it all...you gave up on me..

You told me..i was cared about..you told me i was loved, but to be considered dirt..is the very opposite..i literally..almost died..twice because of this..and when i needed you most..you wouldnt help me..

..you told me..even after we broke up..that i was very very very close to you..and could be considred this..but...im not..Im dirt..i get it..

We both are immature idiots, your a immature idiot, and im a immature idiot..we both do stupid things, we both make stupid mistakes..Yeah, some of mine where huge mistakes, ok..i get it..im sorry..

Im not still all over you...ill say it now..we will never date..or anything..ever ever again..because yes..i have strong, very strong..feelings for someone who has been helping me..a lot..

Ruckus i do respect your wishes..ok..so dont ever say i dont..im crushed..

Im sorry ruckus, i was a idiot..we both were..

Well, the start of the new year has been bad for many reasons that no one really knows or needs to know about..So i have been setting up plans with friends like i said, to take my mind off things and visit.

To start, as i am currently, i am in ME visiting Anec until sunday (tomorrow). All is going fine, getting to chat with some friends and relax for the weekend which is nice.

Feb 15th i have plans to fly to MI to visit Xale and his mate for a week or so for my vacation from classes. I got the money already for the ticket, just need to get around to actually buying the ticket.

Later in april I MIGHT make a visit in Alabama to visit V.V..but thats still a maybe for now.

After this, im not 100% sure on the rest of the years plans other then FF and maybe EF for con's. o and Fursuit =3.

Thats all i know for now.

Well, The year of 2008 is over, and a new one is starting. the past year has and was horrible for the most part, so i look forward to making a better one for this year.

Im currently trying to get in touch with new Furries and some old ones to to have a chat with and maybe visit. i might even count this as one of my new years resolutions. Hoping all this works out

In other news, i got pulled over the other day in my car, the cop asked for my liscence and registration. He said my car looked like a cop car from a distance. I didnt have my liscence on me but i was fine, he was cool with it. But i still have to remove the blue neons from my car or else i wont be find.

Not much more to say, bye

Well, My mate and i headed over to Bear's place for a "Small" christmas party in which only about 6 people would show up because no one RSVPD. It turned out that there was about 10-15 people there but not all of them spent the night. The day started off with a very horrible game of Apples to Apples and some rock band. After getting bord of this we all decided to throw the playing cards from the game at people in which someone got a cut on their eye.

Three or four people fursuited up and we hopped in the back of kodys truck (very illegal) to go sing some christmas songs to some random people in front of their houses..Only to get about two houses in because no one was ever home when we knocked (fail.) After a bit of frost bite we went home to warm up. Sleeping was fine, other then Ance's REALLY loud snoring at night. and maybe a broken back.

The next day came around and we made a great trip for food in the morning. To which i later went home to relax as i am doing now.

This party changed my mood a bit from what i was in before, and also brought more thoughts like.."what was the point of the question game"..and.."why does bear always comment about his own penis". This was a great party, perfect around my birthday also. I hope to do it again some time

16 days till my birthday...

woopidifuckingdooooo...

-.-

OOOOOKKKK, Well. i currently have plans for myself for the near future, very near actually. And like all things this requires a bit of money. I dont think ill be playing for Boston Sabres this coming year for the AXBL because it takes too much time out of my hands to do so. So i have decided to sell my paintball gear for a cheap price to what the value is. I do have pictures of every item i am selling. And i am also selling one item below that has nothing to do with paintball. But there are a few things that should be known.

-I WILL ship if it is needed to anyone who buys a product over the value of the shipping cost.
-I WILL drive and drop things off that are bought if you are within a easy driving distance.
-All the items are most likely firm, i MIGHT go down some on a few of them, just let me know which.
-NO RETURNS
-More pictures can be taken if they are needed or wanted
-ALL ITEMS WILL BE CLEANED AGAIN BEFORE SOLD.
-If it has to be shipped, i would like to make a agreement before hand, most likely money first then the gear. or 50/50.

Now, Lets start with the items. Ill explain a little about each then put a picture in after.
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Red and Black ION. With Darkstar body kit, ECLIPSE Reg, ASA, Q-Lock, AND a brand new Virture board. shoots up to 30 balls per second when set correctly. Comes with the FREAK barrel kit with the insert.

Price: 300$ for all

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Next up are TWO jerseys. One is a evil yellow and black with a hand warmer on the outside of the jersey. the second is a empire contact jersey. Both have no rips. Sizes are Large, but i belive they can fit larger because they stretch.

Price: 15$ each (30$ for both)

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Next is a pair of Empire Contact playing pants. No rips or anything, will be washed before hand. has pockets and secret pockets, fits 28-32. But the band can go past those sizes.

Price: 30$
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Next is a CO2 Tank, 12oz, which is fairly small but why not? And also a BRAND NEW compressed air tank WITH a mith reg on the end. The tank has only been filled twice in its life time. it is completely made of carbon fiber so it is super light.

Price: 5$ for the CO2 tank
           150$ for the Compressed Air tank
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Next up on the list is my NXE PodPack..This pod pack is a black and white..is a 4+6 pod holder. pretty clean, will be clean more before selling, NO rips or anything on it.

Price: 30$
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I am selling this Mask. It is a black PROFLEX, the jaws to bend up or down for air if wanted. is clean. no rips on the straps. almost like new.

Price: 20$
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Next up is my Hopper. This is a Empire reloader hopper WITH a virture speed crown for feeding the balls..Has a three speed set mode for you to use. Is very clean, no real damage done to it. DOES have paint on both sides but can easily be removed If asked to.

Price: 30$
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One of my last pieces. Is a very rare jersey. This is a Red IRON MEN TEAM jersey (pro). 2008. NEVER WORN ONCE. It has been hanging in my room for awhile now and it needs to go.

Price:50$
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My last item is a T-Mobile wing PHONE. this is a touch screen phone with keyboard and all of that works fine. the only problem with the phone is that it doesnt hold a charge from its charger, so i cant use it. If you can fix it, then have fun. But you get the charger with it and the phone uncharged.

Price:30$
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That is it for now on the Argus fund, once i find more stuff i dont want or use anymore maybe ill post it also you can give me a call or txt whenever if you want something, or send me a email/IM if your interested. If your not but know of someone who wants this stuff let them know please. I really really need to get rid of this crap.

Byes

Well, It looks like ill be meeting my mates upcoming roomate this weekend, Look forward to meeting ediolun and his mate otto. Not sure what we will do but im sure its gunna be fun either way Hehe..*ponders* What to do! what to do!

Nothing much else to say

Well, my weekend was OK..up till sunday night.

Friday i literally did nothing..so thats about it lol.

Saturday i made a attempt to visit a friend who got out of college for the holidays. I drove 1.5hrs to mansfield to go for the visit, and as i got there i was told to turn around and go home because he had to go back to salem before sunday morning to be in college..so i wasted 3 hrs of my day. and spent the rest in bed.

Sunday i woke up fairly late and at about 2:30pm or so i went to my mate rooterhusky place to relax a bit before he came home from work. Later to relax and whoop his ass in mario party 8 AGAIN!@!@@!@!@....then relac some more heh...

Wasnt so bad

So i was in my bed at home, laying down relaxing. Then i get a phone call from my mate rooterhusky . He asks me if i was busy and i said no. So then the next thing i hear is if i could come help him jump his car because his battery died. I couldnt help but laugh. Turns out neither of us had jumper cables so i went over and took him to wal-mart to get some. Get home a hour later to jump the car and off to work he goes.

I guess my husky left the lights on for a good amount of time and didnt even notice, awww poor puppy <3. SO now you o me a "Argus loving Day" hun hehe.

OK, well it has been awhile since my last post so heres another =d.

last weekend started with me helping my mate rooterhusky  move into his new place. I also got to see kody,belic (epic helper <3), Tiberus, Nighteyes and his mate jordan, and princess. Was a hard and long working day for all of us.

Later in the week after everything was settled i got my mate a new home gift, the dart board, after playing it for a few rounds its clear that huskies like to cheat. Nighteyes also played the game and ended up breaking one of the darts (good job). But, all and all its still pretty fun.

I let my good friend Zack take my sexy 3000 GT to work with him so he could look at it and work on it for free, He managed to fix my rear windsheild wiper and also was able to fix up the interrior a small bit. The car looks and feels nice, i personaly still have to work on it alone with some of the projects i wanted. Ill keep you updated on that part.

But as for yesterday, me and my mate and nighteyes went to go see the new james bond movie which was great, then later came home to some epic games of dart board and internet fixing lol.

Today i woke up a bit unhappy for some reasons which i spoke to with him about already, but its seemed to calm down a lot so thats good. I went over in the morning to go watch some TV and cuddle a bit. then later had to go get my shot taken which ruckus wouldnt stop laughing at me for =[. Later to get some ice cream and head home.

Thats all for now until another epic week or day happens, keep in touch =D

Well, its been awhile since i have created a pointless post on LJ..mainly because i can never find the time or effort in myself to create one. But yes, a update on the most recent.

I recently got my car back, the 3000 GT. working great, though i personally need to work on the interior a bit. so far i have been able to top the car out at 131 or so mph.  They told me not to open the car up all the way, which i havent really because that was red-line 4th gear..but still, i dont listen.

I recently (yesterday) hung out with the_nighteyes  at his place before he moved. I also saw ilobmirt  which was nice to see.. But yes we hung around his place for a bit and talked. then ilobmirt and someone who i havent met before left to go him. So it was me and nighteyes for awhile, we sat, and talked, and laughed at some things. Then later we decided to get some FOOOOODD..he told me of a KFC up the street that had a A&W place in it. The root-beer was great, but i swear to god it tasted a bit like a drink i had at FF..lol..later we went back to place to get his "lovely" pie that i promised him for so long, and he got to see my new baby husky (yes i got another puppy). we later drove back to his place where i burned my tires out up the street (fun), and talked and laughed some more till i went back home for sleep.

Thanks for the fun time nighteyes, was really fun =D

So yes, halloween is coming up and im not 100% on what im going to be doing. I know for a fact that i will be hang around with my mate rooterhusky  for a good amount of the weekend. but im not sure on what we are going to do. Might help nighteyes move out the last of his stuff i believe, then roam around the town maybe or something.

But yeah, nothing to great, FF was "fun" in many ways lol.

Leave me a message or IM if you want to talk or do something =D

Home from my horrible/ fun vacation.

Started out as me working in florida for 21$ a hour under the table...first day on the job i drove my uncles van south...oil and gas mixed and a spark flew blowing thecar up with me in it.. managed to get out with some cuts from glass and small burns (weee). i lost my mp3 (damn) gps, and money+ other stuff..BUT i saved my gum which i grabbed because i thought it was something else..

So..my uncle was mad for that..the money i ended up making i gave mostly to him for the cost of the van and crap..so i had 300$ by the time i was done working..(shit money lol).. after awhile i found out my cousion was pregnant..and my aunt and uncle were mad at her for that..i got caught in the middle some how and was thrown out of the house..put on a plane back to mass the next day....3 days later..took mothers car and we drove down to florida again for the vacation.. Managed to do some jet skies..also some snorkle/scuba.. And later did some surfing.. Got home today and was told my new 3000 GT turbo car was in the shop until monday..so now im unhappy lol... hope to get back on track soon ^^.

BTW. if anyone..ANYONE..is doing nothing this week, and is local..let me know cause im bored to hell...and no one is home but me so it sucks lol.. can call cell phone if yah want 1-413-265-4649

Pictures up soon from stuff =d

Well, past few days have been pretty crap. To start its been a boring summer for the most part, and i also wont be getting my new car now till monday of next week or something. And..to top it all off, i got dumped for another person. Nicolas if you see this, if you can message me why id like that please.. So.. At the moment i feel like crap, not really sure what to do..feel alone..sad..hated..used..

Trying to get over it but its just one of those things thats hard, but, i guess time will tell

I finally took the time to make a LJ account to keep in touch with new people. now i need to remember to keep this updated and keep track of it. Look forward to meeting new people, and having a nice chat with yah. If you see me online on either msn or yahoo, feel free to message me and ill message back. Ill be bored this summer for the most part so save me please 0.0.